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[R​.​E​:​]​M​.​ILY

by Cyderian Son

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Felix Gehrmann
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Felix Gehrmann A splendid record! Favorite track: Intro: Loving the Stranger.
Daniel Koch
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Daniel Koch What an epic debut! This is modern prog done right. Nice harmonies on display throughout as a bonus. Favorite track: Outro: Letters of Last Words.
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1.
Preface 04:20
2.
Ambition You can't be everything to me Oh how unsavory We're quite close enough Passion will break in Accept hearts we think we warrant) You See what you want Loves a, Loves a burden Nothing else seems to right But when lovestruck, Unburdening Nothing else seems so right Who answers My questioning, Cause unpaved streets won't docent me home Shes been so, Just look at how she flows, but In searching for my soul, twines burn ashes But you Let Go! Loves a, Loves a burden Nothing else seems to right But when lovestruck, Unburdening Nothing else seems so right This storybook must exist Love made by mortals, hard affixed Empty walls, empty soul, empty bed We will not become the dining dead You set, You set out to draw a purpose And get to thinking, Later thinking was it worth it See now I'm asking, Did it feel good to you? To be subsumed And I wish you there, Till it's over, then tell me was it worth it, when I kissed you there See now I'll miss you there With this learning to control Call god, when feeling our heart is danger, arranger? New relations, hesitations, elevations, cause we all grow in loving the stranger
3.
She asked how far I'm going Small talk and conversation Down by the surf, drew me in That dress I'd soon come to hate, Blowing gently in the wind Approaching me, not uninvited Connecting through recluse, Hog tied & neck noosed, I'll search for a thread loose, but doubt I can run again Designed reached the line end of my deconstruction I'm falling in, am I falling in Am I falling in, am I falling in I'm falling in, am I falling in We only We only love We only get it when nothing else matters to us Intimately taking on my plate, like romance existed, a love we already refuse We joke, we laugh, becoming entranced as every wall becomes a ruse Our house already falling as it's built but we, Both would live in these ashes You are so sure and I am scared, So I challenger, inpromptu will seek adequacy Meet me in Montauk (She whispered) Meet me in Montauk (She Said) I longed for this day, and now I am so stunned One more thought of an old love, cause I'd love to give up Love to give in Present binds of fate, bind us like our books I wish I'd stayed, I wish I'd went, I wish I did a lot of things So is it the heads who have gathered us both here today, But I am here alone, or with friends on a beach, on this valentines day Oh how we could be, or how you want this to end So what, Ever is said, I'm in your, House now (Lovers awaiting) With sawn shut lips, you yelling what to say With your mouth shut, still yelling what to say Meet me in Montauk (And she whispered) Meet me in Montauk (She said) Meet me in in Montauk (She said) Meet me in Montauk Lets pretend Can we stay like this If just one last time Let me take this in, as you were The jolt sent Through, a stagnant heart You bring life to me A reason to keep, on I've been lost, here So many times But I called it liv-ing And I could not see it for this, Now That I've fought through all Of these tests set forth Let take this in for one last time It's like you already know the rest, And all the rest is here I swear you already know the rest, And all the rest is there
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Chivalry, You were a slave in my head There's a scripture, in the air, reminding To touch in faith Your descriptor bares the witness Taken blindly, oh so tightly, you were, but now Harbor Sink In For, you, my, dear, this, gift, Bet you won't see this around She's been working it off She's been working it off She's been working it off Laissez-faire Take in thee Just the body was to much But all wasn't to much, so I'm Stepping Back just enough From true faith Go But To stay the night in thy mind To lie thy head to rest in the twines of passion Chivalry, I am a slave in your head Here the fixture, Just in a glare reminding Lush in faith (Lust) With description but a whisper Taken blindly, but oh so tightly, you are now Harbor Sink in In twines of passion Will you buy in (I can) Dealing so sly Told young it's not wrong Do you feel right, take Take Everything away, but the moments Tough, vague, good, true In heart and mind, Well what's it to you I won't take back on this gift We know we're destined for... But With every wish, with every kiss you're only destined to imagine love, Without every sale that you take Be our transcendence Succumbed by need Succumbed by greed Leisure O I want but if you hold her O what does it mean when legit's to be straight Call The lines of commune, collective normalcy Poise in stray procedure Be, Re-veal-er Shed light on the sop, Dealing won't you come clean Nothing is refused Nothings ever true Nothing is authentic when we only lead the lives we say we do So come away where, Bad memories aren't invited Where what's required is your you But is this not selling too O would you give me something You won't even have to know the buy You won't even have to know to buy For, u, my, dear, this, gift Bet you won't see this around She's been working it off She's been working it off She's been working it off Laissez-faire Like I'm weightless in mid air, And I can't identify what's up or down After Chorus: (Screams) My mouth is at the bottom of my feet And my eyes spin in the clouds Sinking Sick in But To stay the night in thy Heart & mind It is all but time (Repeated until end of vocals- What) (2x) In lacking for words not to like it, I'll buy in to save in Lacking for words not buy it, how could I pretend, let you, in Stay for the time Time
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So far from attention Honest journey I'll be your savior Construct upon broken things So far from attention You pace endless but are free to leave I'll be your savior, or quickly fade away To the temple It's all rewinding Your palms feel cold I feel the tigress consuming my cloths, so close Exposure Through commitment Lovers tested through giving in Jealousy rivals laughter, and true happiness Distraction One eye always wanders Cause I won't face what's inside of myself Hopeless satisfaction, names this modern romantic Posting highlights of love once blossomed How can you love what can't love itself How can you love what can't love How can I love you
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UltraViolet 04:27
Deeper griefs this fountain keeps, drink freely, you submerse Innate nourishing duties, and such desired thirst' Request, can a stable base lean on your love first And with copper in water what is this worth Phantasmagory, for you Hey now, stark lucidity Intangible structures made into structured earth Shift undulate we echo deluge our toxic firth You tell me what's this mystery you swear is real Cause I'm addressing my mind and I still feel naked in these fields (Waking) Phantasmagory, por tu (Animosity) Hey now, stark lucidity (Animal killing) We played like children who longed to feel Then find our shields, at the water, where queen, your heart I would steal, They said, life's waiting, but I'm waiting for my reel, gone fishing again, And still I hunger for a meal But can't we pretend with these cards at our heel If this is just a game, then why do we deal Cause we deal But I'm dying for less, so don't get so personal The sun in my sights for such starving eyes She's screaming it's the barest spirit, can you feel it Your rays will burn my naked eye But we will rise Emily Emily What have we got Solo I apologize for all the cloudy rides I let you see me You see me I apologize for all the time I'd buy, I let you see me You see me And I see myself, through you
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Prosaic Soul 01:32
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When December spends then you know it shall be great upon the end Kiss, we'll joke another shot But you know we're not, for nothing else is sure Cause the anchor on my heart can hold no more Beautiful Time capsizes all repeat again It's the sky that's dark As the apple falls from a tree the starves of regal Undesired Bet you won't die again No she won't, As the full moon harps at the tree that starves, it's broken, vapid, feeble My friend Bet you won't try again, die again Dig Deeper Now the vines that start to retract their bark, set their new mark, retrieval Ironic But they won't die my friend No he won't But each recalls its lost, and a leaf remains a quotation mark, "... primeval, Desire" But you won't lie again, let it die again No, looming flash to hold Shifty missy, isn't it Love me baby, love me whole As if I could not want too The apple, it leads to her heart The apple, it leads to her heart Harvesting Paying my penance For my sins Sit and watch the world burn no chagrin Ironic Emily, Screaming I'm your man Now you can turn your back Love, but don't pretend In such environment Building foundation, our nature, tests through elements duration Shaded through discomfort Lean on me Reaching up to thwart starvation I am the air you breath This just won't work Because we branch out all too weak Our roots, our roots What have we got, What have we got Our roots as strong as us Not what we pretend to be, But Magnus Sumor Arbor Malo, Child of great sumak Drink the waters of respite Mend these cracks Mother, We tried this once before, Thought we fought for we wanted But we wanted was in store Mother, Can you shine through if you're listening We can't get through in this darkness, But in darkness we're reborn Mothersound For the apple, it leads to her heart We must recall our roots Harvesting
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Fore Closure 01:36
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Struggling find, to my light Where I can see, your eyes I've been there I've done that Should I go? Well don't you know You were taken Now you've taken What you hate Something special for my life Something that makes it right You just weren't enough for My selfish taste, now go away Inexcusable how you could ever leave me Down here, reflecting bottom bottle "You said nothing changed" What a joke, the truth don't set you free You would never know, You're not mine, So wait another day Oh you were a saint You would never show, You're not mine You're prayin on the, weak You are a saint Tell me to take it slow Tell me what you want to hear Tell me what you want to know Tell me how this is the way to go Tell me this love songs a tangent Tell me all that contradicts I'll tell you that our time is spent That we've seen beyond the eyes lament At moments I lie With masked faces sharing truth Intruder, you are Stayed, in fashion over, due You would never know, You're not mine "Let's wait another day" You were a saint And you would never show, You're not mine Prayin on the, weak You are a saint Thought I'd be fighting for you stay Well expect me the exception Chipping away We were chipping a way This feeling all seemed questionable It's touched, it's kissed, it's tolled Sincerly I've considered Love has changed our mold This feeling isn't mutual? I won't stop, go (Can't you see) Our good times will outlast our woe's, but separate we are whole I've lost entire human weight And I'll never find it It seems today I'm lost and tired you've been weight You were my fit It seems to me Well it was scripture, babe where we stand, You already knew how this would [end] Raf, please one more time Right more one more rhyme It's been so long Well so long You'll be in my head But again time will spend
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On what now seems such distant ships Love muttered through softest lips, Her breath precious like finest gold Only secrets behold such untold, And you were not there So when she opened up her door I let her ocean spill and pour Lets replay, Said she already knows, that this dam's already broke Said she wants to just leave this there In open air, sailed care I said she's no were to be found But in dreams, we're bold Cause we are not aware In dreams, we're whole But we are not aware We are not aware, Sea sick, why was I so discontent You mean how you left me here for dead, Maybe this was early therefore I won't play no games, I won't try new things, you left me here for dead And what did she say, Oh I learned love anyway In giving everything, Nothing closed, Your still my beautiful Tears through inkwells See we don't have to speak in such poetry, But we reject our past through these openings Maybe you and me could just turn back the clock and never meet, Let's pretend But we can't be friends Maybe you and me could just never meet, never speak, let's pretend But we won't be friends In dreams, we're bold Cause we are not aware In dreams, we're whole But we are not aware We're not aware Only I wish that I could just shift into this house of dilapidation Shift But some of us don't have heart like you See you throw chairs from windows And yes I do burn bridges too But our twines are poorly coiled And it's far to late to return You hold strong and fear no fire, no collapse Well I fear all of that, and what I have earned Her words, Not mine So you will be you who you will be, I will be me An equation non divisible by man, A motion in moments, In death, longing for you, So we'll have goodbyes to say hello Again in a constant entangled loop Love, bitter sweetly taken, but not earned Surely missing the moment you fell, I'll miss the love I learned But then how could we reach understanding with hearts caged in safety and words shooting holes between our lips like turrets unfairly placed to protect our walls of self awareness? O love, O reciprocation Soul open, eyes closed, all for you Selfish be my clinch to a memory, Your everything As for our love? In time it may fade, But will never die So I'll wait, I'll wait for the day where eyes link chains in search for where eternity went, When desire conquers I once more, lost Deep, deep in those caverns But I'll find it, Somewhere, I already have Love yourself in loving another Forever loving the stranger But blind devotion gets you nowhere Through revealing the other, we too reveal the self The stranger and the self, one and the same And the other only an extension in the existence of self
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Who's your neighbor, and What did he say to you to, make you so triumphant Yes you've been triumphant Cause you got another guy And he's feeling you tonight, But you keep from her, how you're living with this And then you wait for her to surely dismiss it Cause you had to prove that But you know there's something always there O beautiful addiction where have you gone And I wanna fight again for But I'm weak To a barter, Now who's the sheep To your slaughter This shit gets stuck among my consciousness, Hoped it'd let me abide by life's rhythm, Safely guide my steps and then, I thought it'd keep me stable, And steady on my feet But when I let you see it broke the dream Whose your school friend, and What did he say to you, to make you so almighty Cause you're the almighty Let me guess, he called you brilliant and special, the works (He said, he loves you, he needs you, it hurts} But tell me who needs who the worst Cause all we do is hide from ourselves Cause all we do is hide from ourselves All we do is hide (Gang) In New Years Dawn you too proposed It won't be long before you go Now could you be the one that I adore And we have to prove that But you know there's something always there, Well he's gorgeous Oh and he speaks 3 languages too I wanna fight again for you And you're feeling that your king's ignored his muse I'm gonna fight again for you But I would conquer any land to show the truth As you slept I'm gonna fight again for you Late conversations on the phone with who? Just let me fight again for you Is he more charming cause he's so brand new? I wanna fight again for you She said she's dealing, but she's feeling quite bored, rebuke
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And we will step to this beat Assigned Heroes of romance we'll be Sway blind When I figure out this penance All goes still with just one look The dance is slow and viable at first glance Until we utter to it's romance Not knowing where to go And not knowing how to get there And not knowing who you are, when knowing who you met there Precision in a mystery Exact creation in a womb We'll motion in such passing cease, to Never fall alone In a notion forever, but forever will never come So leave it never, never-long forever one And I will make it to you Mind-less, mind saved without You I'm Without you I'm Without you now Mind-blessed, mind stained without you I'm Without you I'm Without you now Studied imperfections Such a perfect place Addicted to affections Religious to your grace But how far is your longing How hard that love Hearts turning simple corners, Only succumbing to our drug The keeper became The one betrays his line Unwrap, your mine Is said as he's already lost The keeper is king The one that betray your mind Unwrap, your mine I stay beside These letters found their home in, Repetitious words Only further stating truths, In adoration So lost in this, We can Deconstruct this world, Upon adulation Step in the cage Come face your villain Let's break these restraints I will prevail As you let out your roar I will smite you again But this time it's straight to the heart Our passions an ocean and we drown together in the most, beautiful suffering In the most content chaos, Taken in every, way I touch her I'm inspired enough again, Enough again I am inspired by her touch enough again Love again Stop dancing then These movements are overrated Mind-less, mind saved without You, ohh I'm Without you I'm Without you now Mind-blessed, mind stained without you, ohh I'm Without you I'm Without you now And we will step to this beat Assigned Heroes of romance we'll be Sway blind When I figure out this penance All goes still with just one look The dance is slow and viable at first glance Until we utter to it's romance

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The debut album of Cyderian Son. [R.E:]M.ILY is a concept album loosely inspired by the film "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind".

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released January 16, 2016

Keenan Williams: Vocals
John Conte: Guitar/Backing Vocals
Mike Giglia: Percussion/Backing Vocals
James Nascimento: Bass Guitar/Backing Vocals

*Additional guitars performed by D'Andre Tyre and Joe Bushman

Engineered/Mixed/Produced by D'Andre Tyre at Fenix Studios

Mastered by Jamie King

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